"Last Wishes"
November 1st, 2003 

I don't want to be woken up
It is the beginning of a new era
Unknowningly leaving love behind
Hurling over from the reality of it
 
Bringing my knees to my chest tightly
Finding some security in a cold corner
Leave me here once and for all
Let the truth be known I carry no purpose
 
Drifting in and out of normal life
Spending my last days in solitude
Closing my eyes remembering
What could've been a long time ago
 
Writing out my last wishes now
Hoping that on that fateful day
They won't ignore my unusual beliefs
And respect the man who gave his all
 
Laying with the cover closed over
Hearing the songs I left behind
Echoing through memorial hall
Curious to see who bothered to show
 
"I ask this of all of you now
Those who never asked how I was
The door to leave is in the back
I cared deeply for you all. . . always
 
Mom and dad, you raised a son
The little boy never grew up though
Hiding deep inside the body of
The adult male laying now so silent"