"Intoxicating" 2-03 Drinking my pain Feeling the effects of it Lost in this dizziness Yet I feel nothing is wrong Smiling for the first time Letting the music entrap me Letting myself know, only once To dive into the depths Feeling like this is a dream Barely know it's even My own hand writing this Only once I tell myself again The hole from before Returns once again To feel relaxed I must But only once again