"In My Thoughts"
11-12-03
 
Dead roses in dirty vases
My friends the cockroaches
The feeling of nothing overcomes
What day is it now, I forget
This room seems so big when empty
Could it be it'll never fill
Now the heat is broken again
Trying to erase any left memories
 
Please close the door
It's far to bright outside
Please leave me behind
There's nothing more for you here
 
Blood fills the marble sinks
Cuts heal, but the pain still stings
Dizzy and unwilling to push on
Seems like I've seen this before
Looking in the mirror again
Eyes looking like death itself
Showing the destructive power
Of one's overcoming guilt
 
Please close the door
It's far to bright outside
So nice of you to drop by
What have you come for this time
Please don't let me speak
Far too negative for your wishes
Please leave me behind
There's nothing more for you here
 
She smiles and looks into my eyes
Talking of subtle things innocently
Turning to him she walks away
I guess I had nothing more to say