"Entity"

-9-11-03

Years and years have gone by now

Looking back remembering the pain

Finally knowing that things change

We shouldn't all perish living that pain

Feeling now more like a free spirit

Worrying about the important things

Not the subtle problems in life

Trying to enjoy the rest of these years

With a sense of calmness and contentment

Many days now lost and gone

But the rest of this life continues now

Everyday from here could be a gift

The pain seemingly drifting away

Fun, something that's never been tried

Life, something that's never been valued

Love, something that's never been felt

Peace, something that's never been held

This is my true entity

My soul stripped bare

Without the influencing

Deep within I found the cure

This is not my tragedy

My apparent victory

Smiling for the first time

The stomach pain fading away