"Dormant Time"

8-12-03

I feel as if everything has changed

So dead inside, yet alive

Why can I not speak

I sit here motionless

Though days of retribution are near

I often find myself anxious

Lurking somewhere inside

Is that obvious strength

Though it is which I cannot find

As the migraine grows stronger

And I lay down on the bed

My mind still strays in the direction

I try so hard not to think about

My stomach grows nauseous

And my eyes strain straight ahead

That which my mind has been focused

Is the direction I wish it to go

Though time is unmeasurable

I wonder what things will be like

I know somehow this will surpass

I cannot bear to think about it

In a time when change is immenent

I suddenly don't feel the need to

Wishing to lay dormant

Exceeding the confines of time