Will anyone ever understand me Or am I still walking blindly Have I become what I've always hated A "poor me" case that you've created I begged and opened my heart to you Now you pretend like you've been through I've told this story so many fucking times before I've written this poem so many fucking times before I just wanted to be loved I just wanted to feel it from above I'm sorry that it's hurt me so much All this pain for one little touch I'm tried to give you the respect you deserved But for what you've done you have got a lot of nerve My middle finger documents our finality A thank you card for your brutality Grab the blade and carve fool into my arm I tried so hard to protect you from any harm How could you commit and act so cold How can you let that dead heart grow old I just wanted to be loved I just wanted to feel it from above I'm sorry that it's hurt me so much All this pain for one little touch How can you start another day How can you laugh at what they say Get close to me then turn out the light Now you'll never again enter my sight