"Broken Wings"
11-4-03
 
Feeling so cold and unwanted
Touched by the angel I once knew
Wondering if my blood will dry
Will the wounds left by nature heal
Hearing the song we felt passion to
Seeing the art you created for me
Memories of what could've been return
Enveloped into darkness, hiding from truth
 
Broken wings will learn to fly again
Flowers will bloom again in the spring
This heart may now never become free
Tortured or set free by the loss of it's destiny
 
A new day dawns as I see our sun rise
So many times we express ourselves all night
Hoping inside it can somehow be felt again
That somehow it will one day make sense
Why something so filling was taken away
Someone close, my future and life and love
My sanity pushed as far as it can ever go
Completely alone in this pain, it's only for me
 
Broken wings will learn to fly again
Flowers will bloom again in the spring
This heart may now never become free
Tortured or set free by the loss of it's destiny
 
Never will a day go by not feeling sorrow
Always will a day go by wishing it different
In hopes understanding by someone who sees
The severity of how hard it is to lose your soul
 
Completely alone in this pain, it's only for me
Learining to somehow live without my destiny
My baby taken from me without her achievement
Her heart never filled with love and contentment
Please let her know that she became my within
Stiving and trying to believe that I am forgiven
For not taking a risk and not gently coming to her
Feeling empty and silent now, I can only seek surrender