"Beautifully Disturbing" (2/03) Consume me as I open my arms Held out as if a cross, my heart burns This burden of me may finally be over As the sky turns to black and the wind gusts A tear rolls down my face as I Very calmly look forward My heart then shatters and breaks like glass Remains sinking into my stomache I bend over, gagging from the feeling The tears erupt much more violently Unable to turn back, my stubborness Helps me move into this surrender Screams are heard for miles I look to the ground, covered in shame Can no longer bring my head up in pride As I fall to the ground, I scream again I feel this nightmare is finally over