A Million Times - Complete Piece

I want to feel longing
I want to feel love
I want to get jealous
Of some guy that you speak of
I want to hold you tight
I want to smile when you call
To kiss your tears away 
Tonight and somehow break your fall 

This is the first rainstorm of the year
And I try to contain my fear
Of all the days that have come and gone
And the memories I forever long
To share together

I want you to confide in me
The only one you may trust
You can be contained and true
But for me you still feel lust
I want to drive around downtown
Your hand in mine tonight
We could crash into a million cars
And together we would still fight

This is the first rainstorm of the year
And I try to contain my fear
Of all the days that have come and gone
And the memories I forever long
To share together

Where are you?
Is anything I dream of true?
A million times I thought of you
And plan the things that we could do
But I still can’t give you a face